I find in your words
'The Beautiful Haunting'
that is you
it cries out to the ache
that sulks in me
silent and damning
but always there
I too often tell myself
I can endure even this
as you are so worth it
all of it
even in all this sadness
of further enforced separation
I am happy in a higher sense
cause God has shown me
alas
you are here in this here and now
I will not be without you
for a brief time physically yes
but any way possible that you can
be with me
you make that effort
and we share time
and we soothe each other
as best as we can
with the faithful profession
of our tireless love
in your lowest of moments
hold a candle light's vigil
for the great promise that is
our love
and from its glow
the warmth of a thousand other
suns will suffuse our very beings
and bathe our tear stained faces
with such hope
like no other human even dared to
profess
you are my only need.................
(Sept 25, 2010 525am)