twisting as I ever am
in this lavish loop of
all things you
terrific turnings
they mull me
bitter misgivings
burning
the moments pile up
the days nibble at their edges
dreaming of that feast that
waits in the shadows
to be sampled
trembling out on the ledges
is the ego identified mind
showering dark clouds
of worry on
something I know will
one day be beautiful
suddenly such insight
sings to me
little has changed
really
this part of our path
is just a bit more
dimly lit than
the previous
and just as wise men
too often warn us
with this tried but true
old adage
be calm
this too
will pass
so I make my way along
alone
but really not
as God is there too
and my thoughts of you
never fail to hug me
even closer
recalling softly
the memory of
the misery in your voice
encourages me
to not over obsess
but just keep walking
closer and closer
to where I'm suppose to
arrive
'Someday'
to meet you...........................
(Dec. 31, 2009 1116am)