GOODBYE MY GORGEOUS YOU

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JOURNAL #19

the fan fair in my head almost endlessly aches

to somehow be fed

I am flummoxed by such confusion

torn between not so simple desire and lust's

own intrusion

yet why am I wholely embarrassed

by such intimate hoped for conclusion

when I should be thinking

well I could care less

almost to the point of total exclusion

its a damned spell of some sort

that hes put on me

why I should just kick him to make it stop

but I won't

as I love all that enigmatic attention too

much

I really need to face facts

its about time for me to admit

such jig is indeed up

so

'Goodbye My Gorgeous You!'..........

(Oct. 12, 1998)








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