Logical Epiphany

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More than Friends

Its silly, really, that it never crossed my mind

Life unraveling, until the right situation in time

We’re not ready, its not here yet, but here I am

I can’t un-notice the noticed, just following a plan

I have always craved your attention a great deal

Perhaps I have been feeling something I couldn’t see

I started thinking about you and I got short of breath today

Our “hello” hug, our “goodbye” hug, they’re just a little too great

Am I imagining things or does this really make sense?

But how? I’m not ready, I can’t handle leaping that fence

I know you don’t see it yet, I’m not sure I want you to at all

But now it seems so obvious I’m really afraid I’ll fall

How am I gonna handle this hurdle life threw me

I don’t want to have to wonder, I love being free

Free of worries, and concerns, and emotional frustration

Go away thoughts, I wish I could make them end

But the simplicity amuses me-its a logical epiphany

I got to take this slow, sit back and watch it evolve

Let things play out or they could completely dissolve

I don’t want to lose you and neither of us need this for now

I’ll remain your friend and be the only way I know how

The only thing that plagues me is if you ever wonder too

If you can see what I do, you just know it can’t happen soon

Can I actually prevent myself from falling in love with you?

And is that really what I want to do?

This is an extremely frightening truth

What the hell am I going to do?



Fall 2005

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