Is it wrong?
I believe everything’s
Happens for a reason
Even though some
Things we’ll never
Understand as to why
These kinds of things
Happen and I know we’re
Suppose too. I know I was
Born with CP because that’s
Way god wanted it to be
And that’s fine be me.
Rarely but some days
I ask myself is it selfish
Of me to not want to
Have CP or seizures
Any longer? I know
That’s a lot of people
In this world who’s
Much worse shape then
I could ever be. Is it really
Wrong of me to want to wake’
Up someday and be free so
To speak. To be able to
Get up out of my own bed,
To get dressed by without
Any help, to walk around
By myself. To wish that
My mom had CP and not me
Since openly admitted to me that
She did drugs while she was
Pregnant with me in
Some ways I feel like
I’m being punished
For her mistakes
Instead of me.
Jan 26th 2009