Messed up for life
I’ve came to realize
I’ll probably never
Have a real relationship
With a guy. I know their are
Some good guys out there.
That really care about a woman’s
Feelings the guys I do trust are
Like family to me and we’ve known
Each other all our lives. I just
Don’t know how I’m going to ever
Over come this feeling about half the
Guys in the world today? Every guy
I like or likes me in a boyfriend girlfriend
Way I can’t help but replay the bad
Memories of what was done to me.
I guess I’ll just have to be patient
And ask god to please help me heal.
Mar 8th 2007