Crimson Feel

Her drink half full and her life half empty

 

She turned rapidly to do what she said

 

immediately sprawling out on her bed 

 

Negative emotions

 

overcome the will to live

 

my lady in red feels she has nothing left to give

 

She went through pictures of our early love with nostalgic envy

 

Her record player spun 

 

and she picked up a knife instead of a gun

 

She wanted to feel: for there was pleasure in pain

 

When after all these years her emotions betrayed her 

 

and led her insane

 

The song ended then she took her last sip

 

No reason to delay

 

death will surely be a gift

 

Her life shall not be one missed

 

no one to love her and no love to give

 

no one to kiss

 

i wish she only knew how much this was false

 

she would be dreadfully missed 

 

years of struggle

 

she no longer wanted to live

 

The knife slid deep and she wandered into eternal sleep 

 

Crimson red spread peacefully across her lonely bed

 

the blood soaked her journal

 

the last of her thoughts now just as dead as she

 

no one could read them

 

not even me

 

Her soul drifted out 

 

by her choice alone

 

so never forget how much 3 little words can mean 

 

because that loved one may be your own