found in a motel 6
sobbing hysterically
waiting for the cops to come
waiting for my mom
dirty
dirt
all over my hands
my face
my feet
no shoes
no money
no phone
no keys
they took it all
even cigarettes and rum
but most of all
my dignity.
Miracle I'm still alive
nightmarish night
behind me.
Never been so scared
so lost
Never caused so much
misery
Never hurt anyone so badly
as I did that night.
Sober now
for one whole day
This time it will last
because
it's not worth
losing
everything
for one night of drunken
forgotten
memories.