Isolated In Thoughts
I sit here looking at a screen,
I sit here observing names and numbers,
I sit here with me as my only engine,
I sit here isolated and confined to a "cube",
I sit here with information as my only friend,
I sit here young,
I sit here decreasing in my mind,
I sit here with a child at home,
I sit here with personal thoughts all day long,
I sit here thinking and doing new things all at the same time doing the same thing,
I sit here consciously knowing I am unhappy,
I sit here knowing this is what I have to do to support my family,
I sit here wishing humbly there was a happier way,
I sit here questioning what must I believe in if this is all I think and do all day?
I sit here and ask myself is this me?