Abby Bertsch (silent all these years)

A good lay 

every one of my friends would know and so did i

Politely ask to be driven home during a near perfect bowling game 

the ruse to be alone 

which one of them would you have take you 

not that I mind then or now 

Tori Amos and Ani Defranco 

manage a tois with Stephen Merritt and he goes for it to not be rude

thats what I assume hyper sexualized adolescence is really all about

preserving the feelings of the other

for women anyway 

 

do you think there's a heaven where the screams have gone

not if we are to believe our dogs and tree frogs 

heaven in Buddhism is stopping having to come back 

I like that but who knows what non existence is like 

not nearly as satiating as getting everything you ever wanted forever 

I had an idea here

i began with intention only to be distracted by tennis

or bowling 

by the viscera of slaughtered three headed goats

by professional wrestling and macrome wall hangings 

all sorts of objects in a set 

the vastness of this edge is sharp, blinding, so insanely complicated it would take every German physicist working round the clock a hundred years to work out a graph for it

and why shouldn't it be?

just behind every door

pain and light in their most ancient dance

stimuli and response to stimuli birthed in a moment 

that took a long time coming

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