hardcore materialist

emotion from 80 some odd stable neutron proton configurations

from vibrating strings in the furnance of hydrogen and plasma

from the construct of time

its to prevent from being eaten, and to be able to eat

i always found it pathetic that thats what crying is 

making sure you can see despite your whole family dying around you

i want an alternate evolutionary timeline 

where i generate energy from em waves hitting thykaloid discs and my skin is green and red 

just lie totally still all day but keep the neurological framework for tool making and social interaction 

i wonder what thoughts a tree with a brain would have 

would they have anxiety and nausea

or does it come from movement

 

memory and emotion are made of the same stuff as rocks and metal

but they dont function similarly 

god is made of memory and emotion, whim and hope 

god rides your bike to get cherry italian ice, god is all the crooked spaces and steam in the back of city blocks

these visions, your visions 

the little horned devil doing loopdy loops on a motorcycle in your brain 

the spider playing chess against the man

the sonic boom from apocolyptic explosions

the robots

the aliens

 

i hope death is the end

nirvana without really trying, thats the object of buddhism, is to stay dead 

the divine object

albert ayler went swimming after it in the hudson

edgar allan poe got his brains beat in for it in baltimore

its a memory and a feeling, its also made of quantifiable stuff from out there

out from beyond the rising vapors on winter mornings

all this trouble from the fucking dinosaurs getting wiped out

there is no good way to end this

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