emotion from 80 some odd stable neutron proton configurations
from vibrating strings in the furnance of hydrogen and plasma
from the construct of time
its to prevent from being eaten, and to be able to eat
i always found it pathetic that thats what crying is
making sure you can see despite your whole family dying around you
i want an alternate evolutionary timeline
where i generate energy from em waves hitting thykaloid discs and my skin is green and red
just lie totally still all day but keep the neurological framework for tool making and social interaction
i wonder what thoughts a tree with a brain would have
would they have anxiety and nausea
or does it come from movement
memory and emotion are made of the same stuff as rocks and metal
but they dont function similarly
god is made of memory and emotion, whim and hope
god rides your bike to get cherry italian ice, god is all the crooked spaces and steam in the back of city blocks
these visions, your visions
the little horned devil doing loopdy loops on a motorcycle in your brain
the spider playing chess against the man
the sonic boom from apocolyptic explosions
the robots
the aliens
i hope death is the end
nirvana without really trying, thats the object of buddhism, is to stay dead
the divine object
albert ayler went swimming after it in the hudson
edgar allan poe got his brains beat in for it in baltimore
its a memory and a feeling, its also made of quantifiable stuff from out there
out from beyond the rising vapors on winter mornings
all this trouble from the fucking dinosaurs getting wiped out
there is no good way to end this