Regret for mistakes
wasted time
the reason I masturbated on park avenue was I destroyed my personal lap top in a fit over losing an essay
I couldn't masturbate in the library at school
there was exceptional street food, wore a shirt and tie
spent most of my time masturbating in the office
how could i not know they could see every key stroke let alone porno sites
thanks Oliver stone, Patrick Ewing, pentagon papers guy
firing missles out into an empty bay
rockets red glare
I'm sorry ancestors
I can't be sorry enough
spiders in your blood can feel like eternity
even if it's for the few minutes of brain activity you have after your lungs and heart stop
i picked up a lot of trash and was nice to animals
but I stole pills from every grandparent
I'd like to see them again
but not forever
I look forward to anihilation
going back to nothing