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Sad Don't make decisions without me,
If they affect my life.
Don't decide my course of action,
Or who will be my wife.
My personality's uncertain,
It cannot be contained.
So, why the piss do you so arrogantly,
Claim to understand.
Get your hands off,
I can't hear you.
I need to breathe,
I can't seem to.
I'm wrapped so tight,
That I can't move.
Pulling away,
But I still lose.
I'm addicted,
To your abuse.
I can't break free,
It's just no use.
Always come back,
Though it hurts me.
You've blinded me,
So I can't see.
Just accept me,
As you get me.
Cuz I can't be,
What you're wanting.
You attack me,
Cuz you hate me.
But there's one thing,
That you can't see.
I'm becoming,
Slowly something.
And you're starting,
To annoy me.
Now I realize,
You can't hurt me.
Because these eyes,
Finally can see.
Understanding,
What you're doing,
Now I'm finally,
Trying to be,
Something you won't,
Ever stop now,
I'm still learning,
But I think now.
My mind in use,
Now it's working.
And I see the,
Demons lurking.
You can't touch me,
I won't let you.
Now you find me,
Here to get you.
Hear me talking,
Through my music.
I speak not through,
Words but songs now.
Listen to my,
Radio now.
And I'll show you,
What I'm thinking.
The songs I choose,
All are linking.
I speak to you,
You can't hear me.
And I still feel,
Like you fear me.
I'm not perfect,
But I care too.
I'm a defect,
But I love you.
I've been tainted,
You're killing me.
Now I fainted,
As you sting me.
You abuse me,
And molest me.
You destoyed me,
You detest me.
-Lo Ruhamah
