Living among the many who claim to not be like the few my head is often spinning, my thoughts often times confused, the words that were spoken, the knowledge that was supposedly used, many long thought provoking conversations intended to improve life altering situations can now only be recalled as mislead interpretations….I wish we had classes to prepare for this in school; It hit me like a bag of bricks, when I began to realize al of Satan’s tricks, it through me for a loop when I finally got the scoop on how he will use the ones you’ll least expect to do a major recruit, talk about deceit and lack of trust…what really motivates us; It’s almost like hypocrisy is the new religion, it is when those that are in the front seat get too comfy in the back seat then we end up with a bunch of sideline Christians…so who’s going to play the field? They say there is no I in the word team but there is a me but what will it take for people to understand that me stands in the midst of we and if we influences me then where do I gain strength in the mix of self- hating jealously? Talk about life’s many roads and avenues…it’s so hard to be you when you’re headed up by those who find it difficult to be who God wants them to be…not every church belongs on t.v. and a huge oversize building is not always in the destiny…I’m fighting hard to not let it get the best of me but it seems as if the priorities of the day are not the conversations of the hour nor the thought of the minute so let me spare a quick second or two and leave you with thus clue…if he is in me and he is in you then let’s sacrifice these materialistic dreams, get back to reality but most importantly let’s always STAY TRU.