Fever has me lost today,nothing is simple,
Hide from the world or explore it i don't know,
Grey covers your horizon and your thinking too,
Its to early to face such conundrums,
Someone is laughing at us surely,
Dealing us the same card on the same day,
Even my words want to run backwards,
Days like this i despise i hate feeling lost,
Lost takes me to things id rather not remember,
Mans medications only mask what i have,
They make my day drift past the fever,
But that is only when eyes are closed,
Today of all days they have to stay open,
No drifting past fever no dreaming dreams,
Lost is how i am today..lost is how i feel