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ech
right under my nose
its happening to me
oh god what am i doing
what am i thinking
why is this driving me mad
why am i going nuts
why do i feel like
i'm turning into
the person i promised
iwoudln't ever again become
giddy little school girl.
retarded little dippy
i remembered what it feels like
again to be cared about
but yet again i still know
what it feels like to be free
i can't breathe right now
i'm having a shortage of breath
i'll clean the gutters out tomorrow
and hope i dont fall off the roof
i hate that i dont feel trusted
i hate how i dont trust you
what are you in this for
out of nowhere you came forward
what happened to you
did you get hit
or is this some sort of bet
if i could just let go
of all my negative thoughts
i might be able to trust you
but i trust no one
and no one understands that
i am trusted becuase i dont
tell people diddly squat
i have no reason to talk
i have no reason to live really
i'm not one to laugh anymore
i dont feel the need to
be who i really am
people hated me when i was
who i am
people love me now that
i'm not who iam
oh lord its happened to me
i went head over heals
tripped over my illusions
hit my head against a brick
wall in hopes i wouldn't wake up
from this god forsaken dream
i seem to be in love with
but not in love
i hate love, its just a fairy tail
ticking tocking your running out of time
time for what? not sure
you never told me what your
running out of time to do
what will you do
when the time finally stops?
what will you do,
what are you doing
what am i doing
lets end it here
and no one gets hurt in the end
no one really cares
and maybe i dont either
but deep down inside
i'm praying i never
have to see you leave me
behind to be shattered
all over again
it'll be okay i'm use to it
and i'm use to the broken heart
maybe you shoulda thought about it
or maybe not
i feel okay with the fact that
well you didn't think before
you "spoke" to me
or passed on what feelings you have
so lets end it here
and no one will hurt
nothing has started
so nothing will end
right?? i wish it was that easy
wishing it wasn't so hard
somebody told me not to wish
wishes dont come true
but someone never knew that
you were my wish
and somehow you came true.
