i keep getting these sickening thoughts
replaying over in my head
i wish i could end it once and for all
but it never ceases to come back again
ive been looking for a friend but i cannot speak
never know what to say. what is wrong with me?
i hate this life i have
theres always something wrong with me
losing my hope for better days
and somehow pain is all that i see
always wanted to be like everyone else
though i never did belong
i feel so secluded and alone
i never knew everything could be so wrong
ive been looking to mend but im lost inside
i feel so worthless,i cnat do anything right
theres no reason for me to live
when every year my life gets worse
with nothing to live or die for
and every opportunity to get hurt
ive been looking for happiness for such a long time
what is wrong with me? i don't think i will be alright