i cant stand this life
why cant i find something more
but if im living just to suffer
id rather not be living at all
im waiting patiently
fro my end to come
god,i wish it would come sooner
take me apart,i wanna be empty and numb
ive been cursed,i guess
ive never felt the joys in life
never found a reason to live
lost my hopes,now death is all i fantasize
i feel so hopeless
i got too many things to hide
i feel so hopeless
i just cant wait for it all to die
trivialities its all trivialities
i never meant anything to anyone
only in my dreams