i wish i was nothing
so i wouldnt live with this pain
i wish the skies would rain down bullets
so in hell,i could drown in the flames
in this hell i fantasized
over things i could never percieve
as god above laughes in the clouds
as i lay and bleed
perfection is in the eye of the beholder
now if you'll rip the beauty to shreds
on the night i die,wandering helplessly
no one would have a tear to shed
is there nothing left to feel
aLL THESE things i imagined
it never turned out to be real
and no one will care
when im the one left unhealed