once im in my hell
i fear it will never end
addicted to misery
am i too shattered to mend
here i am
stuck in this hole again
id rather not live
if the thoughts wont cease
now all the happiness i once felt
onli lives in my memories
i can only dream of the days
when everything was where it was supposed to be
all my problems stored in my head
is eating me alive
so stricken by the pain
i could just break down and cry
torturing my soul till it fades
take me out of my misery
and let me just die