when i look back on the days
when i actually felt alive
i wish i could go back in time
to the best days of my life
and were they ever truly real
the small moments to ease the pain
im starting to lose the memories
replaced with the pain left to disdain
if only i could relive the days
when i didnt need anything
wish i was young and careless again
but now it doesnt even mean a tihng
im nothing anymore
and its all ill ever be
i just wish i could escape
runaway from whats left of me (inside of me)
im nothing anymore
and its all ill ever be
and if theres a chance to be saved
i just wish that i could see
when i look back on the days
when i actually felt alive
i wish i could go back in time
when there was hope to find