i wish i could fix myself
and fill thsi broken hole inside
ive come to grasps with the bitter truth
when theres no sign of slavation to find
i wish i could be anesthetized
numb out every emotion i feel
clear my mind of the pain inside
with a heart made out of steel
i wish i could save myself
but its getting harder to hold on
grip the ledge untill my fingers bleed
but now all hope is gone
(and ill be willing to let go)
im giving up of any hope to find
ill let go of whats left inside
dreaming of the beautifull heavens in the sky
sometimes i wish it'd just crash down so i can die
im giving up of any hope to find
ill let go of whats left inside
dreaming of the most beautiful ways to die
wish i could burn and fall like shooting stars in the sky