No more compromising, not more promises.
For fear of losing the little that I had.
I won’t bite my lip ,nor hide behind smiles.
I’ll speak my heart
And I’ll be glad.
Glad for whatever the out-come may be.
Weather you admire my truth
Or leave me be.
Honesty is something that I cry out for
Something I believe in enough to die for.
But you probably don’t understand all this.
You understand telling people
What they want to hear.
Weather you believe your own shit
Isn’t totally clear.
But what should be plain
And stark as can be .
Is the fact that I won’t tolerate you
Fucking with me.
Cold lies and broken promises.
Why should this be all that I have
When I gave you myself entirely.
And I’d never been so glad
As when you were laying with me
Or when we were making love.
You said you didn’t want to leave
I guess that you forgot.
Forgot you said I was beautiful .
Forgot you’d held me in your arms.
And never once did it cross my mind.
That you would do me harm.
That you would use me, you made me feel
Like from now on, it was you and me.
Well I blame myself, for blind belief.
For all my child-like naivety