Starved

Lover I am so very busy

Just disappearing from your view.

Becoming a shadow of my former self.

Knowing a depth that you never knew.

And in life I wanted so badly.

To be the essence of all you dreamt.

I could never really make the cut

In death, I’m still not good enough.



And now I watch your shadow moving

Across the crimson patterned walls.

I see your eyes stalk passing girls

Within a busy banquet hall.

This hunger that I have for you

Cannot be filled with any food.

I’m nobody

I’m not anybody

I don’t deserve a body.



I was starved of your affection

Maybe I was seeking your attention.

By making myself so miniscule.

Somehow I thought I’d appear

Large than life to you.

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