When the smoke clears
Will you be there for me
You say you’re not gonna leave.
What part of me is it that doesn’t believe
The words as they roll
Off of your sweet tongue
What part of me resents you
For making a decision I go through alone
You say it will make us stronger
But that’s a promise I’m not buying
Deep inside I know you’ll go
It breaks my heart to know
You’re lying.
You say you feel guilty
For what I must carry
I protest
That you carry part of it too.
Its this kind of
One sided attitude
That makes me question
My trust in you.
This thing in my belly
We both put it there.
And it scares me to think
That you don’t even care.