i try to move on but the feelings not there
theres only one person for whom I do care
she can be moody, and sometimes seem mean
But thats just the price she must pay to be queen
I want to move on, and find something new
but what i desire is someone thats true
random girls and random flings
and sex with no attachment of strings
is just not for me, i care too much
and if i dont care
they dont deserve my touch
a touch so soft, between their lips
caressing short hairs with finger tips
my lips that move on down their back
and find the spots that make them react
they quiver and long for nails in their cheeks
as I pound my cock till our knees get weak
Rubbing and slapping and biting and grabbing
all the while my cock deeply stabbing
paying attention to what fells the best
to give an orgasm better than the rest
This is what I lonjg to give
but noone can make me feel the way that she did
its always just empty with no need to please
where is the girl who ill love with such ease
even inside of a bed laced with fleas
where is the girl who can try and releive
the pain that i feel to just sit here and breathe.
im so alone and empty and lost
surely my actions were not worth the cost.