I didn't know.
I really didn't.
I thought you wouldn't care.
I thought I would just be another goodbye.
I didn't know I meant so much,
I didn't know I would hurt you so much.
I wish you cried out to me,
Broke the silence, when I wouldn't.
I saw what you wrote.
I knew you were angry.
But I didn't know that you hurt.
I didn't know I caused you to spiral.
I didn't know I created a void in your life.
I guess I thought it better to leave,
and not allow you to talk me out of it.
I would have listened to you,
You could have reasoned with me.
But I left so sudden
and never gave you the chance.
But only now do I know,
and for some reason,
you're still here.
I don't know how,
I don't know why,
but you were here when I needed you.
I guess you needed me
just as much.
But now I'm back,
I'm not going anywhere.
Not again,
Not ever.