i hate this place so much
why do i have to act like nothings wrong
when really i just wanna die
why must i lie to your face
everytime you ask me whats wrong
why cant i just scream out loud
why cant i just cry and break down
why
can you tell me the answer
no
of course not
how could you
when you dont even know that something is wrong
i dont get why i have this feeling inside
this feeling of loss and pain
i wanna be ok
i wanna tell you the truth
i want what i tell you to reflect how i really feel
i dont wanna live my life everyday in pain
i wanna be ok
i wanna laugh and smile
without having to fake it
i want you to hold me in your arms
and i want you to tell me that it will be ok
and i want to believe you when you say it
but most of all i want you to see the real me
the me that crys inside for no reason
but still i cant tell a soul
i want you to know when i need someone to be there
and i want you to be the one
the one who saves my life
cause to me you are the one
the one who might stand a chance in helping me through
so please can i count on you