I don’t want it
get it away
I will not have it
you can’t make me
I won’t listen
I know what I’m doing is bad
but you know what I don’t care
I don’t care if I die
I really don’t
I just want to control myself
if I can control what I eat
then I can control anything
I can do anything
as long as I keep something under control
and I have chosen food
it is my obsession
it’s what I have control over
and I will always be in control
until I die from it
until I starve
body and soon enough mind too