I’ll never be alone again such an irresistible offer
All I have to do is take those first steps down
But once I take there’s no turning back I’m always
Comparing and contracting the good and bad
Every day is depressing every night is sleepless
I’m afraid to go to sleep cause horrifying nightmares
Repeating of my only love being taken away from me
Being tortured, murder and raped before my very eyes
Over, over, over, and over again and I can’t save her or
I die trying and or after her death I’m always contemplating
Suicide because I never succeed I wake up before I die
And it repeats the cycle
By.nobonumb