Solution

I’ve grown tired of being tired
Tired of being weak, tired of being sad
Tired of being depressed, tired of being repetitive
Tired of being a loser, tired of being me

I want to escape, I want to die
But I’m afraid to be dead
So I run, for my soul, my mind, my heart

Trying to out run everything,
Trying to out run the pain, trying to out run me
I’ve been losing this race, losing my entire life
When aging started creeping up on me

Life hit me in the face, an hard
Showing me how much of a loser I really am
I now fear, and feel nothing
I have learned, living is just a slow way to die
I don’t believe in life or love anymore

The joys I feel are of emptiness, I hate myself
The feel I feel night after night has developed into disease
To escape life it self is the only solution
With relief I look forward to letting go of the pain

I can’t take it no more
Finally there’s peace in my soul

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