I
worshiped
you...
I stoped loving you...
I knew you wasent no good
when you first laid hands on me..
I never thought
i'd be like one them women on lifetime...
you abused me...
My confidence hanging on by a thread..
One sperm & egg minus you equal
a son & no farther...
Sometimes i wonder why bother
Sometimes i wanna slit my wrist get it
over with shit nobody will notice...
I'm ashamed of my feelings..
Ashamed too let anyone see the damages
he paved soo deep fo what...
my eyes black around & red inside...
standing in the mirror watching the
reflection of my souls tears...
God make them stop fallen...
Put the fuel too the flame & you'll
Feel my rage inside...it hurts too smile
My back throbbing....
It dosen't do no good too complain about
what I can't change...
everytime my pain tryan find its
way along side my eyes feels like they
gone pop outta the socketts...
I tryan fight the burning senstation
within but it hurts too cry...