It hurts to cry

I  

worshiped

you...

I stoped loving you...

I knew you wasent no good

when you first laid hands on me..

I never thought

i'd be like one them women on lifetime...

you abused me...

My confidence hanging on by a thread..

One sperm & egg minus you equal

a son & no farther...

Sometimes i wonder why bother

Sometimes i wanna slit my wrist get it

over with shit nobody will notice...

I'm ashamed of my feelings..

Ashamed too let anyone see the damages

he paved soo deep fo what...

my eyes black around & red inside...

standing in the mirror watching the

reflection of my souls tears...

God make them stop fallen...

Put the fuel too the flame & you'll

Feel my rage inside...it hurts too smile

My back throbbing....

It dosen't do no good too complain about

what I can't change...

everytime my pain tryan find its

way along side my eyes feels like they

gone pop outta the socketts...

I tryan fight the burning senstation

within but it hurts too cry...

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