LIFES'S BEEN HARD 4 ME GROWIN UP
WATCHIN MY MAMA SMOKE EVERYTHING
AWAY WISHEN NOT FOR A TOY BUT
SOAP 2 WASH MY ASS SO KIDS @ SCHOOL
DONT TEASE ME 4 BEING UNCLEAN
I MISS THE CHILDHOOD I NEVER HAD
PLAYING WITH OTHER CHILDREN MY AGE
FLEW PAST ME FAST LIKE A BIRD WITH
NO WINGS I FEEL LIKE A FALLING
STAR I WASENT ANGELIC ANYMORE WHEN
YOUR FAMILY TOUCHES YOU IN
FORBIDDEN PLACES & YOUR MAMA FORGETS
2 PROTECT YOU ,YOU START A JOURNEY
IN2 DEPRESSION MY INNOCENTS
WAS STOLEN AWAY @ 13 APART OF ME DIED
AFTER THAT I FELT LIKE A WHORE
I WANTED 2 DIE TRIED 2 COMMIT SUICIDE
WHAT STOPED ME I DONT KNOW
I WORE MY HEART ON MY SLEEVE ALOT
LOOKING 4 LOVE IN THE WRONG PLACES GOT
KNOCKED UP @ 15 NO REGRETS SHE WAS
THE BEST THING THAT HAPPENED 2 ME THE
FIRST PERSON 2 ACCEPT ME 4 ME THE
STATE TOOK HER AWAY I DIDNT DO
ANYTHING MY CHILDHOOD CAUGHT UP WITH
ME IT HAPPENED IT HURTS BAD
EVERYDAY I'M TRYING 2 GET PASSED THE
PAIN KILLING ME INSIDE I CRY MY
THROAT BURNS IT NEEDS COOLING OFF BUT
IT LOCKED UP IN THIS PRISON OF RAIN
TRYING 2 FIGHT MY SKELETONS MY WEAKNESS
SHOWS THROUGH MY POEMS NOT INTENTIONALY
GETTING SYMPHATY I FEEL ALONE
I NEEDED SOMEBODY EVERYONE TURNED THERE
BACKS LIKE I WAS A WALKING DIEASE WHAT
THE FUCK WHEN AM I GONE BE HAPPY
I'M 24 NOW GROWN UP HAD A SON
I'M CHERISHIN EVERY MOMENT HES WOKE
BREATHING IN MY ARMS NOT TAKING IT 4 GRANTED
THAT HES ALL MINE STILL HE DOESNT REPLACE
HIS OLDER SISTER HE CAN'T REMOVE ALL THE
SUFFORING I'M STILL BLUE GREY AND
A LITTLE RED INSIDE THE COLORS DECRIBES
THE BLUE SKIES TURNING GREY IN MY EYES
MY HEARTS IN PIECES LIKE A VAMPIRE SUCKED
MY BLOOD FROM ME I WANNA BE LOVED
IS THAT 2 MUCH ASKING FOR NO NEED
2 PRETEND I AINT (PTSD)POST TRAMATIC STRESS
DISORDER DELAY SHIT YOU CAN SEE IT IN
MY PAIN....