Its one something in the morning!I'm unable,
to capture the essence of sleep!
Where i can dream of sweet things other then
nightmares screams inside my head...
Sitting outside under the moon & stars feeling
the cool breeze from the night on my skin,thinking
about numerous of things,as the wind flew
pass me like a invisible pair of wings...
my soul floats as i set suspended in space
this is to good to be true...
meeting Mr.right through the computer screen!
You make me feel alive as the smiles racing across my face..
I ain't use to this love pumping through me...
I want it to stay permanent,like red stains of koolaid...
Its hard accepting in my heart your realness with me...
Everyday the trust between me & you thickens...
These emotions don't rhyme but i want you to know
your my pot of gold at the end of my rainbow...
I wish i could be with you in Texas!that'll take
saving money & time...
You make me happier than any man in my past...
I want to be with you & it last...
I'm just afraid of being hurt again...
Babe bare with me as i'm trying to adjust
to this pattern you created on my spine!In my
eyes rains ladybugs & sweet cries...
I don't ever want to feel bitter again as a citrus lime...
I don't ever want to feel the loneliness
stabbing me like a knife...
I know that if i take a flight to claim whats
rightfully mine,that you & my son will be my only lifeline...
I should be only thinking positive but the truth
is what it is...
I'm trying to demolish this wall of fear in my mind
of being left behind...
I want us to remain like a safe nothing
or no one knows the combination to make us
escape one another embrace...
When talking to you i feel safe like its carved in
stone!One day i'll be your wife until death do us part
all the way to the grave...
I'm convinced your my soul mate!...
Your part of the air i breath constantly!But best believe
i'm frightened Of not meant to be's & things
changing,Before i can clearly see...
I don't want to leave you blind to the thoughts,
i'm feeling on my mind