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December 30,2009
2:05pm

I'm sitting here thinkin bout how you keep throwin my sperm donor in my face like if i wanted to play catch a bastard with you.I'll drop that niggah in you to from out my life.out of sight out of mind right?.then again he was never in my life and regretfully me and you are related by blood;because we share the same mom..you have been nothin but a fukin headace you never been a sister to me. your no bettah then these niggahz and bitchez who mistreated me in the streetz,and the niggahz that mislead me that convinced me they ever loved me!when they never had the word or feeling in they heart it was all liez wriiten in they eyez and spitted out they mouf.I juzt waz blind to the reality of it.itz amazin how every blue moon when i see you.you have the nerve to say hi like we cool, and ask me if i hate you.I say hi back to be mature.i dont hate you i feel sorry for you cuz you a worser mess then anyone would think i am.I am truely sorry my sperm donor molested you cuz noone deservz that not even your bitch ass. you really have to stop treating me like i did that to you because i was a baby i couldent fight that niggah off you.You tell me i would be juzt like him, well i have to dizagree 4 one i am me.I don't know him and don't want to know him not because of what you have to say bout him either.I know my mom tellz me not to feel this way but he could of been here for me but now i dont give a fuck.I use to cry cuz i wanted to at one time in my life but now i feel differntly.I feel if i ever met him i would tell him while lookin him in his eyez."I regreat the breath you take. i wish you was dead so i could walk on your grave swat piss and shit and wipe my ass with your tombstone!so that it can feed that maggot you are.I hope you rot miserably in hell soaked in my shit and piss". Bitch you can join him cuz bitch thatz how i feel bout you both.If itz fuk me itz fuk you..I know some may think i need jesus cuz thatz juzt evil and wrong! but i'm human and i aint feeling so heavenly right now.i can only be real with how i feel.