Date Rape

Date Rape

I thought he was cool and him i could trust..
we chilled blunted together before i wasn't harmed;until the nite i told him
i wouldn't share my being with him..
He brought a fifth over 4 us 2 share i'm not a light weight i can drink with the best of them.
He drunk half N i drunk half then like a deer caught in the head lightz
i was out;i woke up briefly 2 him on top of me then blacked out again..
I awakened 2 my clothez removed & me naked beside a empty condom,wrapper & him no where to be seen.
He with out permission consumed me like the drink we shared & left me there
like a piece of trash beside a garbage can .
Although i didn't put myself in that situration & it ain't my fault i feel dirty, the kind
soap can't wash away.
what a simple waste of life he is to help his self to a woman who didn't offer the invite.
he left me their for my son 2 wake up & see his mom like that.
after that nite i been terrified for my life afraid to press chargez due 2 possible retaliation.
whatz a woman 2 do when she feelz hopeless & confused?.
what did i do for him to make me his target &  take over my being like it was his.
I say to him in this poem of pain..
you may of violated my person but you can't steal my smile & damage my soul.
What you did 2 me was so cold.u are a piece of shit excuse 4 a man..
karamz a bitch & you'll feel her revenge real soon..
You may think you got away with being a man,but your juzt the rapist that
consumed me with out consent...  
this woman is strong & will get through it..

I 4give you for thatz what god told me 2 do he has my back & shame on you..

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