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1 week 4 days~~*
Unanswered Letter~~*
Time:9:09AM
Date:March 18,2007
G'mornin babegurl! I can't belive itz almost your birthday,in one week & four days.Yea i been counting down,i guess i'll be celebrating in my own little way.I'm tryna be strong gurl but itz so hard you know with out you here to smile with me.whutcha do for st.paddy's day?I aint do nothin but sit here chilling with your handsome brother.You should see him.I have no doubt in my mind that if you was here you would love every bit of him.What can i say hes a joy to be around hes beauitful sweet & all i need in a son.He's tryna go potty if you count throwing shit in the toilet that don't belong there.(LOL!)He loves to eat & drink up everything, but hell thatz a boy for you i guess.He loves to wake up in the morning & if i'm still sleep he'll kiss me on my cheeck.he loves to hug me your little brother is a sweet heart.Yea he throws his tantrums when he can't get his way.Thatz him though i still love every heart beat of his beating away inside.I love you to i just wish you was here to show off that beauitful smile of yours.I wish you was here to be a big sister to your brother.i named him a little bit after you !"Zoreyan" thatz half your name zoria.I just thought i'd give him something special.Thatz not tryna replace you.i just thought that would mean alot to me.hes also named after other people.Yours was the most special to me though.I love you & wish i could rewind time & bring you back here .sometimes i wonder what it woulda been like to watch you grow.what it woulda been like to enroll you in school.I miss doing your hair & painting your nails.I love watching you act silly & hearing your voice sing.I love watching you get excited when you was learning to ride your bike i bought you.I miss a little gurl to play dress up with.I was a tom boy but you brought the gurly side of me out.I see your brother trying on my shoes & walking around the house(lol awwwwwww how precious) i loved every minute of it! even when it reminded me of you tryin on my clothes make up & shoes.I loved being a mother to a beauitful hyper full of love happy little gurl such as yourself.I apolagize i can't rewind time & bring all that back to where it use to be.I just hope you know & feel in your heart when you get old enough that i loved you.everytime when insomnia kickin back relaxin inside of me,everytime i watch the sun go down & the moon come up & you aint here. my heart breaks with each star that twinkles in the night.All the wishing upon them & praying to the man between them & still no return of you.itz got me broken inside like a puzzle.i just wish i really do i just hope.Now thats gone I guess some how i gotta let you go & hold you in my heart.I don't think thats gone be easy I love you ~Muah~
