Hunny~*Muah*~

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Unanswered letter~~*

9:58PM

3/11/07



Dayumn itz almost your birthday,in a couple of weekz.I will be missing out on your tenth year.Its not right i guess thats life.I just wish we could be together like we use to be.I know you'll never see this letter(atleast thats how i feel)I just miss & remember you riding your bike,around the school across the street from our house.I know i wasent a perfect mama,but i wasent a bad one to you either.I did the best i could.I graduated high school,went to parenting classes,worked

.I did whatever they wanted me to do & they still took you away from me.On the lastnight you slept under the same roof as me.I remember hugging you playing with you,then you left & i never got to say goodbye.They took you without given me no closure.eversense that i been in alot of emotional pain.I love you i never will stop,they took you based on the shit i been through in my life. some think thats bullshit.I was telling the truth sometimes cps take the wrong kidz & not enuff of the right onez.I wasent given a chance to watch you grow.I wasent there 2 see your first day of school.I missed that.I missed alot you you i'm apolagetic.I never wanted it to be this way.I hate that they took you from me.I fought against it the hardest i could with no money & good lawyer.I cant do nothing to change that .I just hope that oneday i could see you & your smile, other then that image in my head that i wish was so real.I hope that life treats you right.I know your human,yet i hope that you be happy & life dosent throw you to many curve balls.i dont know how you feel if your hurting,all i can say is.i hope you understand i hurt & apart of me will always hurt without you.i love you babe goodnight hunny~muah~

Author's Notes/Comments: 

thatz real i love you duntcha ever 4get

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