i make you happy...?
you never wanted me to leave your life...?
yet now never a word spoken...
not a phone call heard...
you told me you would never leave me...
you were my friend...someone to go to....
why is it that now i get blamed....
im a "different" person...what about you?
left the gang...cause of one thing...both of you
not just you, your friend as well...
do i have to name names so you understand?
you told me lies....
made me believe that you really needed me...
you both left us all but more you then her...
how can you just do that?
how can you just leave?
i have it writen....
i make your life better?
i make it so much fucking better
that i fucking fucked it up?
i made you do it to urself...
i made everything shit...
i am not your friend...
yet someone who is just there
to be blamed who has feelings
to let ppl in on them...
but they get tossed around...
you dont understand my pain....
you never will...you've cried yes...
but you send me to hell...
you make it so much harder to breathe
how could you do this...
i believed you when
you said i make ur life better...
i write about you i can't stop...
it just shows how much of a fuck up i am
or maybe its the both of us and really
instead of it beening happy...
its really the shittest thing ever....