its not right
for a person
to understand
to think nothing of it
and yet...they do....
let it slide.....
I have said hurtful things...
told tales of lies...
planed on hurting
that one person...
and yet no matter
what I am still the one
who is going to be hurting that person
no matter what I do...
I cant stop it....
my world has sooo much hate
and hurtful things in it and
I fucking hate it....
I hate how life is like that....
I hate myself for it.....
but I love that person...
with all my heart...
and all my soul....
I believe...
I don’t deserve
this person....