my perfect little family
all five of us and our cats.
always happy never fighting,
i wish that was true.
so much screaming
so much pain,
im afraid she might be leaving
says she will, cant be sure
no one understands the pain
the cuts on my arms
the clothes i wear
to hide myself from life
the music , i play
helps me get away
my friends cant help
they blame me for everything
there is no life
my heart is broken,
im lost in my world
death is all around me.
this is my life
my perfect little family
my perfect little life,
that is what i wish it was...perfect!