i want to tell you
i cant lie anymore
im not fine
and im not o.k...
im never happy
i want to be alone
i dont know
who i am anymore
i still cut
i cant stop
i wont stop
i need the pain
to know im here
i need the pain
i dont want
to be this way
i rather be dead
i can only help others
no one can help me
not even you
theres no point knowing me
this is not a lie
its the truth
i dont even know myself
so why dont i die?