As I start to
Walk down long halls
Draped in silver chains
To stand
Before a man to decide
When I will see you again
I start to think
How could I have hurt you so?
I could see your heart break
As tears started to flood your eyes
Then stream down your face
When I said goodbye
With a look of deep regret
For the pain I have put in your heart
And the questions I’ve put in your mind
What did I do wrong?
Was I not loving?
Did I not comfort?
Pick you up when you were down?
Am I a bad mother?
No…You are the mother every
Son should have
I took all that you taught
All that you gave
And did what I wanted to
Not knowing you would be hurt
For the things I have done
The time I’m facing does not hurt
It’s the pain
The tears
And the doubt
That you have suffered
That hurts the most
Mom I am sorry for all I have done to hurt you.
©Jeremy Conn
4-5-02