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the glistening dew upon
the petals of a rose,
and the
mourning sun
<¤>
the caustic yet subtle pungency
of sandalwood twirling past my nares
and
the forest leaves underfoot
<¤>
a newborn baby's wail
and walls
and walls
of silence
layers
and layers
of denial
and
shame inflicted
love constricted
*
tightly wound
to cover the
pain of the past
ironically
making it last
<¤>
now,
here
i
sit
with dimestore favorites in an old shoebox
my kept treasures
after your funeral
and memories that you left
it feels so senseless
bereft
<¤>
your burning passion
LOVE
LOVE
love of country
that was
that gaping bore,
carved into the very core of your soul...
...from war
<¤>
the depth of compassion in the heart
of a nine year old
waking in the night
to the sound of
weeping
¤
sneaking down the stairs
peering through the railing
the clenched fists pressed tightly to eyes
desperation overflowing
overwhelming feelings
of sorrow
of shame
of anger
of helplessness
*
torment
*
teardrops
that brandished holes
upon my heart
to watch you
hide your turmoil
in the darkness of the night
...alone
¥
and now
you are gone
.:-'*'-:.
you never knew...
I saw!
you never knew
I felt it too!
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