This is how it is
this is how it must be
Clenching my fist
I long to be free
Lost in the mist
I cannot see
Ive expired my lease
Ive hit the end of me
Alone at peace
As i fade into the debrea
In a world so big
I am a flea
I continue to dig
When i just want to run, i just want to flee
I just want to give in, i just want to end
Before i fall, Before i bend
Ive become blind
And now i cannot find
Left alone forever in thoughts so unkind
The answers i seek cannot be found
Forever lost to the darkness i am bound
Never to escape just laying on the ground
Unable to survive drowning in a well
Forever caught in a living hell
Trying to pick up the pieces that fell
Turning away as the tears begin to swell
Drifting along i no longer float
As everyone watche's and begins to gloat
Trapped in this tower
Living my darkest hour
Left with a feeling so sour
I guess i am really just a dead flower