This is how it is

This is how it is

this is how it must be

Clenching my fist

I long to be free

Lost in the mist

I cannot see

Ive expired my lease

Ive hit the end of me

Alone at peace

As i fade into the debrea

In a world so big

I am a flea

I continue to dig

When i just want to run, i just want to flee

I just want to give in, i just want to end

Before i fall, Before i bend

Ive become blind

And now i cannot find

Left alone forever in thoughts so unkind

The answers i seek cannot be found

Forever lost to the darkness i am bound

Never to escape just laying on the ground

Unable to survive drowning in a well

Forever caught in a living hell

Trying to pick up the pieces that fell

Turning away as the tears begin to swell

Drifting along i no longer float

As everyone watche's and begins to gloat

Trapped in this tower

Living my darkest hour

Left with a feeling so sour

I guess i am really just a dead flower

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