I don’t know
Maybe
We’ll have to see.
The rain may come.
I wouldn’t want
To inconvenience you.
You won’t ever marry me
So I should probably walk out.
It would be great to see you
But I don’t think that you’ll come over.
I’ll be alone again
Just like last night
And the night before.
I’m tired of playing
To your fickle heart.
It’s like this
Then that
And I’m left spinning
On my knees
Begging you for affection.
I tell you that one day
You may awake to find me gone.
You laugh and ask,
‘Where would you go?’
Far away
Where none knows my name
And you’ll never find me.
You won’t be able to haunt me
And get me to fall again.
I would find me someone.
Someone who would love me always
Not just when he wishes.
Someone who would walk for me
As far as I would for him.
‘I’ll pack your bags for you,'
You smile.
Everything is a game to you.
But I’m not playing
Not anymore.