It all goes away
Time, memories, present thoughts and friends
Everything dissipates
Like a whisper in the wind
I chased them for years
Wanting in on what they do
I’m always disappointed
Losing trust and sentiment too
Memories and thoughts
Shadow boxing with my pain
Laughing hysterically
While slow punching me insane
I have a smile tucked safely away
In the lower creases of my pocket
Along with hope and anticipation
Lying in wait
And I can’t stop it
Absence of satisfaction
Like putrefied stains on my bed sheet
Part of realities not beheld
When I’m silent they speak
My heart hangs on tight
To the emotional rollercoaster
That’s all
The end
Everyone good night