Just Fine

 

You expressed your feelings

Even though I didn’t want to hear it

The air is too heavy to breath

But my emotions don’t fear it

And I don’t fear you

With all your threats and accusations

I’m awkward in yours

And that’s fine

I’m talking ‘bout life and expectation

Knowing better means doing better

I just keep missing the mark

The light shines brightly everyday

Yet I live in the dark

I just don’t understand

Love, joy or happiness

Elusive to my conscious mind

As invisibly I exist

Days turn into years

Dear GOD I’m sooooo tired

Strength, endurance and coping skills

All of you have been fired

And yet I’m still here

Pushing myself angrily along

Maybe today I’ll hear

The lyrics and reason

For the sad sad song

Every night I go to bed

Hopefully for the last time

Every morn again I awake

It’s OK

I know what to do

Today will be just fine

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