You expressed your feelings
Even though I didn’t want to hear it
The air is too heavy to breath
But my emotions don’t fear it
And I don’t fear you
With all your threats and accusations
I’m awkward in yours
And that’s fine
I’m talking ‘bout life and expectation
Knowing better means doing better
I just keep missing the mark
The light shines brightly everyday
Yet I live in the dark
I just don’t understand
Love, joy or happiness
Elusive to my conscious mind
As invisibly I exist
Days turn into years
Dear GOD I’m sooooo tired
Strength, endurance and coping skills
All of you have been fired
And yet I’m still here
Pushing myself angrily along
Maybe today I’ll hear
The lyrics and reason
For the sad sad song
Every night I go to bed
Hopefully for the last time
Every morn again I awake
It’s OK
I know what to do
Today will be just fine