I have believed in lies;
Knowing lies were all I believed in.
I have practiced the rituals of
An organized cult. And
I have been taken advantage of.
I have been sucked ashen pale,
Dried to brittle flax and bone.
And scatter as chaff
Over an iron inferno.
I have danced in the flames.
And I have been burnt.
No talcum soap can unblacken
These coal-streaked hands,
This tarnished soul remains.
Consumes; it feeds on my fair flesh.
I am apart from myself.
My identity has been sold
To a little ear-biting devil,
With a silver tongue, and mercury saliva.
He is killing me drop by drop.
In this place hope falls short;
A lone candle flickering in a field.
There are no walls, no ceiling, no floor
Only emptiness, forever falling.
Somehow, I must wrest this beetle in my ear.