I'm trying to find out what I should think,
How much do I really want to know?
What if this feeling is just a quick blink?
I hope it doesn't end the same, because I can't take another blow.
I wouldn't be surprised if that's what happens now,
Sometimes I wonder why I feel this way,
But I keep trying anyhow,
No matter what, It doesn't matter what I say.
It's just so cute the way they laugh,
They way we talk and the way we can't,
Can't see each other without having a good time,
And they've only just begun to read into my life.
I always give my heart just one more chance,
Just a little more hope, and one last slow dance,
But they can never help letting me go,
Why am I always just the friend, Do I really want to know?